WHERE IS MY CHRISTMAS SPIRIT?

I can't seem to get it in gear...BAH HUM-BUG! I have stayed at home from work for the last couple of days, due to the Post Office not following my doctors' restrictions.The head-ache is back and the lack of sleep from same. So I am just feeling a little blue. And I thought maybe by putting it down in writing would get it off my chest. The stress from going in to work everyday knowing that they will once again ignore my limitations, (NOT mental!), is wearing away at me. I just get so tired of fighting for someone to just do the right thing. And because I DON'T fight them about it EVERY day, they think they can roll over me. The grievance I filed in the past for my COP is supposedly settled, and I have written a letter to the claims examiner about my station not following my job duty restrictions, and hopefully will have an interview with EEOC by the end of this week. I also have a appt. with my doctor to discuss what I can do thru them( and to get something for the sleeplessness). My days should be filled with thoughts of Christmas(I AM still shopping on line) and waiting to see my kids and grand-kids again. BUT........tommorrow is another day!